Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Drama! Drama! Drama!

So you know usually I refuse to myself in these situations of drama. But like I said before I care about everyone. It's very unhealthy. My parents tell me all the time to just leave it alone. In the end your only going to get hurt. Well whatever. I can't possibly stand drama but I let myself worry. I have this friend let's call her Jill. I absolutely love her to death. She is one of the few girls I can stand. We get along pretty good as well. Jill has this problem. Well lot's of problems. There is this guy let's call him..Jack (hehe) he is another close friend of mine as well. Jack and Jill sort of have a strange relationship. It's not what she did that hurt the man. It was that she lied. Yes people lie. I mean I hate liars just as the next person. But I also would forgive this person if they were telling me everything that they lied about. I mean wouldn't you? I don't know I guess I'm more forgiving then others. They were pretty big lies. I'm not trying to choose sides even though it sounds like it. But I'm not. I love Jack and Jill the same. They are the coolest people ever and I wish the best for them. I just want them to be happy.

More drama on the way! I hung out with another friend..let's call her Alexis..weird I know. Anyways she told me this certain thing that I will not get into details about. I don't hate her and I don't him. I will not mention this guy's name because I have reasons. I am upset at the situation. We were sort of you know dateing..I thought I meant a little more then that but whatever. Anyways enough of my rant. Before too long I will spill the beans. That would not be good!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I just discovered something.

I'm addicted to dramatic shows. Isn't that funny? Do you think it's sick that I would love to watch someone else's pain for once? I think that's sick. Maybe I have a mental problem or something. Even though it's shows I still love to watch them. Gossip girl let me tell you..Love that show. Yeah you would never guess I watch it. But every episode just ..ugh love it. The books were amazing but the show is not like the books obviously. Enjoy the show. It's amazing! I also watch the Hills. I know shoot me now right? It's actually not that bad. Last night's was beyond dramatic. Poor LC. I also watch One Tree Hill, House (Isn't that dramatic thank god!), 90210, and of course now I'm way into Fringe! Go me. Anyways I thought I would just blab about that because I think I'm twisted and sick for wanting to watch fake drama that will never happen in real life. It makes me happy to see other people's misery on tv. Although if it was someone I knew I would be pissed. Wouldn't you?

In the life of me. :)

Well hello. My name is Andrea. I'm going to be 20 in exactly 4 days! I'm really excited for it. Because I will no longer be a teenager and people will start to take me seriously. Atleast I hope. Anyways. I love to read books. As you can tell my favorite series is Twilight. So is everyone's right? Well I started reading them when I went to Tennessee this summer. When I went to see Indiana Jones they showed the trailer for Twilight. I was like huh..what is this about? I read more about it and was interested. Usually I'm not into the whole vampire thing but this one sounded amazing. So my cousin let me borrow the actual book 'Twilight' and I could not put it down. I'm not like every girl who is so into it just because of Edward. I'm not saying he is a horrible character. Hey I fell in love with the man you know. But only because of the way the guy talks. It's not normal. I mean no guy talks like that. It's amazing. If I had a guy talk to me like that I would fall flat on my face. Seriously. It just really upset me that he isn't real and no man is like him. Anways off Edward Cullen. The bottom line is, the books are great. If you haven't read them you should. Not everyone likes it. Some people don't like it because of how popular it got. Well get over it. It maybe way popular but trust me it's good. It's worth reading. This is supposed to be about me right? Right well I have many friends. I'm not the type to like girls very much. I'm sorry but us women are so annoying and we argue about the dumbest things. I can't stand many girls. I have friends that are girls but only a select few. The rest are guys. I could get along with guys. They don't cause drama. I love to watch movies. Make fun of me all you want but that's my passion okay? My vice you could say. As you can tell this is going to take a while. I'm not an open book. Meaning I'm very hard to read. I have no idea why. I'm outgoing. I love to flirt. Sometimes I don't even realize it. I'm also a very independent and strong headed person. I'm very opinionated. You can't argue with me or even try and change my views. Yes I'm open minded although there will be people that tell you I'm not. I am those people aren't either though. In some ways I'm not. Like with the whole religion thing. I'm sorry but I believe in what I want. You can too by all means. If you want to believe god is a figmant of our imagination go right ahead. More power to you. But I won't believe that. I am dead set against that. I believe we were created by him and only him. No one can change my mind.

Politics is another thing about me you can't argue with. I am voting on Barrak Obama. Just because of my dad. My dad has a hard time finding a job. He only has a high school degree. He could not afford a college degree. He does data entry. I can't really explain to you what that is. But president Bush sent most of that over seas. Now those people needed help I get that. But look at what he has done to this country? I mean we are so broke because of him. I hate this war. I think Barrak Obama could do a better job. I may be wrong. My vote could be a complete waste if he screws this country more. But we don't know how him or John Mccain will do. We can't judge that simply on there views. I'm all for Barrak and nothing with change that. You can rip my opinion to shreds and tell me I'm wrong. Well you know what? I will do the same back. Doesn't mean I don't care about you. That's another thing about me. I care about everyone. I put everyone before myself. Even people I don't know. It's unhealthy. I get that. But it's just my nature. The way I argue sometimes it makes it sound like I wouldn't care if you were hit by a truck. I didn't know I made some people feel that way. That's what my friend Jeff told me anyways. I don't try and do that. I just am very strong with m opinions. I will rip you to shreds. A lot of people do that. It's not just me. As I said before. I care about everyone. I will put a stranger before myself. It's sad I know but that's how I am.

Sports is another major thing for me. I love football. Football is my life. I don't play it but I watch it. Pro football that is. Never really got into college football. My favorite team is the Indianapolis Colts. I love them simply because when they lose they aren't shady they go and shake the other teams hands. They don't just run away like babys like the patriots. Haha. Anyways no Peyton Manning is my favorite QB. It's sick how he is with football. Right now of course they not be the best but they have no one. Everyone is practically back up. Everyone is hurt. It's sucks because they won't get to the super bowl like that. I already know they won't make it with the way they are playing. But I still love them. The thing that makes me mad about that team is when they are hit hard the recievers don't do anything. Peyton will throw amazing throws but they will end up interceptions because the recievers sit there and look stupid. Like this is there first time ever playing football. But it also takes a lot to push them to the edge you know? Anyways that's mostly about me. Enjoy